• Grandma I miss you♥ it hasnt even been 2 weeks yet and i already miss you like crazy so i dont know how im going to cope with the rest of my life without you here to help me;support me and hold my hand and tell me everything going to be okay. But i know you're watching over me+ telling me that still. I don't know whats going to happen in the future but i hope you will be proud of me, because i am certainly proud your my grandma, you were such an amazing woman and i just guess the angels need you up there to look after them like you did for everyone else. I have so much more i wanted to do together and so much i needed to tell you. I thought i had nothing left to say; i thought i had said my goodbyes but it wasnt until i understood you were really gone that i realised i have so much more i need to tell you; like how much you meant to me, the way i looked up to you and wished i could be nearly half as amazing as you, how much i loved you. I have realised i will never want to say goodbye because god chose the wrong person, we need you down here, to make us all some stew+dumplings to warm us up, you have done everything you can for this family and i suppose you just needed a rest. Don't get up to any trouble up there because i've got my eyes on you, just as i hope you are doing for all of us, watching out for us, and guiding us through the rest of our lives. I will always miss you and i've put that song on my ipod that you really liked 'endless love' it was played at your funeral and it just reminded me of you+my grandad, happy together sat on the sofa, cuddling. He's going to miss you alot as we all are, but i will look after everyone for you, you've done your bit and now it's my turn. I'll try and stay strong for you. I'll come and visit your grave all the time, and i'll bring you a little 'red cross parcel' everytime i visit, just like you would always give us, i miss you loads, and i wish you could come back, i love you gran. rest in peace♥ Report this message By sammie bayliss on 12th Jan 2011